yay i'm still alive and kicking! :p attachment had been ok. not as good as last time. but i'm blessed to have met cool people along the way. cool gurus, and i inspired to be like them.
results had been ok. some disappointment, some shocks. but overall contented. still there, hanging barely.
a sucky way to begin the week. a nice way to end the week. things that i don't wish to think about. what is meant to be, just LET IT BE! easy to say, hard to do for me.
enjoying my 3 days break. before resuming for another 5 days week. am lost for words. typed too much for reflection.
bed time had been screwed by my nights. but totally enjoying it. :p i'm loving life as an owl. wheeeeeeeeee..
guess its time for bed la. close this chapter of my life. move on!
this sem is practically over.. it'd gone into the drain.. when the module that i put my hope in salvaging this sem, is being flushed down the drain, after having serious, and i mean SERIOUS cock eye problem during exam.. i'm dead! i seriously am!!
the other mods are just too much for me.. contemp and microB is just SOO much to study and REMEMBER! my tiny brain is hardly enough to use for remembering my to-do-list for the day, how much weird names and s/s of this and that conditions can i remember! T.T psy and medsoci with their readings! ZOMG!!! paper with rows and rows of tiny words put me to sleep.. yes classical conditioning! learning all the make-no-sense-to-me theory and apply them or crap them into words is not my cup of tea at all.. i need grace to get through these 2 mods! can i just go and die and let my CAP rot and see me roaming in the wards in a year's time? exams are toturing.. maybe i really should just grad next year.. why so stress :[
can fast forward to 5th may, no it'll be some depressing 9 weeks of wake-up-5am then, fast forward to 12th july when i can go back home and slack!!!!! i reading week i hate exams I HATE IT! T.T
its mugging period again.. i dun like dun like.. there's really too much to cover in this week.. i'm totally zoink by medsoci's readings! psycho's textbook is just too much info.. contemp is the never touch before module, so i wonder how much i can rmb in such short time.. microb is even worst! though not as bad as pharmaco but all the microb's name?!!! O.M.G!!
shall return again after 4th May lah.. will be liberated from stress once again then.. i hate exams I HATE EXAMS!!!
last deadline met! i'm a free student now! :D BUT SIGH thai is still killing me.. the homework each week can take me 2 nights to finish! :S but nonetheless i'm enjoying it.. though i don't think i can score in it, but i'm glad i know how to read and write thai pretty ok.. there's this one month long thai immersion programme with Silapakorn University, but SIGH STUPID ATTACHMENT! :(:(:( if not i really want to go leh! :(
i've been wanting to sleep early and wake up early.. i can sleep early and wake up early, but if you ask me to start revising my stuffs in the afternoon, my eyes will just close on its own.. books are such strong CS to elicit the sleeping CR.. boo......
time for some tennis then off to bed.. got a LONG day again tmr.. but got free food, so i dun mind.. YAY BBQ SUSHI PIZZA and i hope BEN & JERRY'S ICE CREAM!!!! :D
